Who am I asking at the top of the tree Self-affirmation does nothing for me I can’t trust my instincts, they’re hay-wired and shot The message is scrambled, my brain’s lost the plot
I’m down on the floor, scraping in dirt A nod of acceptance won’t really hurt You in your turret, with glories to share Tell me, a poor wretch, that you do really care
For it is cold down below in the shade of your heart I live for attention, I am broken apart When you look to the beauty of others in sight Ignoring my mewling, I cower with fright
That I have lost you forever, I am lost in the dark The future is bleak, empty and stark I must go on without you, craft self-belief Strength, hope and glory must rise from this grief.
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This is me, putting myself in the shoes of one of the people in my work in progress novel, in the form of a poem. So don’t worry, I am not broken-hearted so soon into the New Year! Of course, there are elements of my personal history woven throughout, but this is essentially a piece of fiction. The main female character has lost her brother, has been left responsible for the safety of her little sister and the love of her life has taken a path she can no longer follow. Personal stories don’t change much in quasi-apocalyptic worlds, it’s the catalysts that are different….
Hurrah for the return of Open Link Night on dVerse. I will be linking up later on. Come one, come all and join in!