Who am I asking at the top of the tree Self-affirmation does nothing for me I can’t trust my instincts, they’re hay-wired and shot The message is scrambled, my brain’s lost the plot
I’m down on the floor, scraping in dirt A nod of acceptance won’t really hurt You in your turret, with glories to share Tell me, a poor wretch, that you do really care
For it is cold down below in the shade of your heart I live for attention, I am broken apart When you look to the beauty of others in sight Ignoring my mewling, I cower with fright
That I have lost you forever, I am lost in the dark The future is bleak, empty and stark I must go on without you, craft self-belief Strength, hope and glory must rise from this grief.
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This is me, putting myself in the shoes of one of the people in my work in progress novel, in the form of a poem. So don’t worry, I am not broken-hearted so soon into the New Year! Of course, there are elements of my personal history woven throughout, but this is essentially a piece of fiction. The main female character has lost her brother, has been left responsible for the safety of her little sister and the love of her life has taken a path she can no longer follow. Personal stories don’t change much in quasi-apocalyptic worlds, it’s the catalysts that are different….
Hurrah for the return of Open Link Night on dVerse. I will be linking up later on. Come one, come all and join in!
This week’s dVerse Poetics is asking us to look to the future and wax poetic on what we see there. I’m not sure if this fits the sci-fi that Bjorn would like to see, but I’m all about the dystopia, so this is what you’re getting! It’s partially inspired by the Silo series of books by Hugh Howey which I absolutely adore.
I hope you enjoy my creation – and please visit dVerse to read the other imaginings of my fellow poets!